I am not a hater

Just got home from the Flea Market. My mom woke me up at 6:45. I drove to the Flea Market and almost ran a stop sign. I was thinking which road should I take to get there. I totally forgot how to get there. I love the Flea Market! I remember how back then my family and I would always go there. It was so crowded and fun especially there are so many toys to buy right? Everything is so cheap too. I hate how my mom bargains. I feel sad and mad when people bargain. Damn it is hard to make money right now especially when our economy is somewhat in a recession. I told my mom it is just a few dollars. People need to make a living you know; they don't get much profit either. It pisses me off, I just wanted to go crazy on them. Any who which reminds me, my sister would always tell me that I'm lucky because back then she would buy t-shirts from the Flea Market. "Good deal, 3 for 10 dollars." Flea Market have the best fruits ever; Delicious and fresh. I always go in the morning because that is when it is super duper fresh and juicy. I also love Farmers Market. Saturdays&Sundays!

An hour ago, I was infuriated to see how people would go so crazy to get a bigger value. At that moment it was the Chinese people who were annoying me. This is what happened: The Mexican guys were stocking the melons&peaches&nectarines. Dude people are so freaking damn annoying, let them do what they got to do first. CHILL! The fruits are not going anywhere.

2 dollars a pound; 2.50 and they will be like 2 dollars? It's 2.50! It's only 50 cents.

Later, I thought these Chinese men were helping them but I was totally wrong. They were just up in the truck to pick the biggest melon. The melons were two dollars each. Good deal right? The Chinese men were like passing down the melons and these ladies were stacking them in a box. They only pick the BIG ones. I mean who doesn't want to get the best value right? But dude seems like they are buying it and selling it after. There must be like 20 melons or so. What also irritated me more was they were screaming,yelling, and pushing. It was quite entertaining.

Corona and Lime.

Just got home from work, I'm very tired. What a long day. I had a Panini for lunch today, it was delicious! Spinach&Cheese&Tomato&Pesto Sauce. *Drools* (: Heh. I'm glad I had work with Stephanie today. I haven't talk to her in so long. I love our talks; We are so alike. I love her<3 Getting a haircut tomorrow? Hope so. My hair is long now and I love it. Just need a trim and layers. Paycheck this friday<3 $$Mulay Mulay$$ Save Save Save. I need new fall/winter clothes and school supplies.

Cry For You.

My Nephew<3

I like how I enjoy the freedom of driving alone; I love blasting the music hella loud and singing to me, myself, and I. I drove to Work today; Fun. New Floorset. Everything looks wuite different and new. New clothes and new floor. I actually like it though. I'm tempted to buy clothes even more.

Drove on the freeway to Milpitas after work. Get cash at ATM machine. My dad said I was stupid because I was getting cash that late -_- I won't do that again I swear. I needed cash for gas& Q-Cup. I had to admit I was pretty darn scared.

Met up with Aldo&Nina&Marvin&Melvin&Alvin&Clifford&Chris&Charles at Q-cup. I didn't forget anyone, did I?

Guess who else I saw, Lily and my friend Kevin. He was working today and gave me a free drink. I felt so bad though. Chill there for a bit, then my dad called yelling at me. I just wish I could be out late...have some freedom. I can't wait to get my car! Drove freeway home, Iheartfreeway. I pumped gas at a shell station and drove home. I'm going to be broke soon.

I'm excited for Wednesday&Thursday!

Wednesday: Hanging out with Diep

Thursday: Hanging out with Aldo&Nina&More people. Then bowling? Still Planning.

Lesson to learn: I realized people come and go. If they don't appreciate you for who you are and what you do for them, then why waste your time. There are others who will appreciate you.

Bye.

Bambu

To Update:
Thursday- Work
Friday- Work&The Dark Knight with my cousin till two in the morning.
Health Ledger is such a good actor especially as a joker. He does an unbelievable job playing this character. Damn, this movie is so breathtaking.
Saturday-Drove to work with my mumsy's car(:

Today was fun; Family day. I drove to my sister's house, there my sister, brother, mom, and I went to pick up her son [which is my nephew] since this morning he got mad and said he wanted to stay home this time. But he lied. Heh. Then off to VALLEYFAIR. I bought a coach bag today. I spent 300 dollars today. What happened to saving money? -_- I couldn't help it. Wrawr. Then I bought some vegetable sushi rolls. I ate two pieces out of six. It was alright. I prefer Sendai. ...Bento box. SO yummy&cute. Phone with my co-worker Vanessa & bestfriend Melvin.

I<3See's candy.

Looking forward to this week:
-Hopefully get my freaking car
-Hanging out with my friend Aldo&more.
-Hanging out with my street sister Diep
-Chill sessions with you peeps, yeah?
-Shopping?

Lazy to blog.

Iloveyall, Night boys&girls. (:

Compulsive shopper

I can't help it, I love to buy things): In two days, I spent so much money already. More than $200.Today, I went to take studio pictures for my friend's cotillion. Gosh, I dislike my smile; I blame the braces. My family said I look better before without the braces, and I have to agree with them on this. I regretted getting them, but there's nothing I can do about it now. Hopefully I will get them off soon. We have to wait an hour to see the pictures so we left to Kevin's house to chill for a bit. Then we went back to the studio to check out the pictures. Then Katie picked me up to go eat PHO (: *Veggie* Heckaaa hella good I SWEAR. You know what else is cool, it's near SJSU too. I guess they will be seeing me there every Mondays&Wednesdays :D Then we bought some Togo food. They look mighty delicious. *Drools. After that, Katie was thirsty so she drove to Quicklys. I don't like how it's so hard to find parking in Downtown San Jose. Katie decided to just pay three dollars for parking garage because she didn't want to walk. Haha. When we walked to Quicklys, they were closed; they closed pretty early, it was barely 7. I told Katie we didn't just spent three dollars for nothing. Therefore we walked to Ben&Jerry to get some ice cream. Those are some expensive ice cream I swear. Twelve dollars for two, WOW. I felt so fat after eating it though. After that we walked around Downtown San Jose. It was fun. But I still feel fat. I keep on saying I will start jogging. But I always wake up late and I know being lazy is not going to work. I am determined to start jogging.I just came home from Target&Walgreen&My Sister's House&Jack in the Box. I drove there all by myself(: It felt so good driving. Haha. Man, I wish I have the money to buy the car I want. Honda Civic Coupe<3 I spent more money today again. Man, now I know where all my money goes to.

Pimp my ride.

I got my license(: YAYYYY! Driving everyday&everywhere! 24/7

First, I need a car.

Then I'm going to pimp my car with HELLO KITTY. From Hello Kitty Steering wheels to License Plate Cover and maybe even Hello kitty Ceilings.

Today was fun. I took the bus to great mall; I haven't been there in a while. It feels weird though. But I met an old friend and we just talked. I think he is on crack or something(: LOL. Because he said that San Jose was like this way when it was the other way..... &The Jailhouse&The Pines&Fremont -___- I told him he was in denial; &he is afraid to admit he was wrong and I was right. Muahaha. Long day but fun.

I might be leaving to L.A this Sunday with my brother, hopefully it will happen. I need to go and explore somewhere besides San Jose.

I'm glad I could be honest with you&I really value our friendship. Besides from your lazyness, you are an awesome "okay" friend.

I need to start reading water for elephants, I am determined to read it this week.

Things I need to do:

School SHOPPING consist of books, clothes, supplies, etc.
Hangouts&Chillsessions.
Get a car.
Pimping my car.
Start Jogging.
Clean my dirty room.
Get a haircut.
Get ready for college.
Save money$$$

I realized some of those things above does not help me save money. LOL!

So Fresh.

I miss my cousin & I haven't blog in a while. Procrastination and being lazy.

But,

SJSU Orientation today(:

I'm excited to meet new people&register for classes. Fun! Hopefully it goes well.

My face itches. Wrawr. Allergies.

Bye.

Workaholic.

Only had 3 hours of sleep today.....or should I say yesterday. Drove with my dad and almost ran a stop sign. I'm a crazy driver. Work was great! Phuong&I are going to have another date tomorrow....Oh I meant today. I met some new co-workers, they are cool(: I am only working 3 days a week now therefore I will hanging out with my friends more. Awesome yeah? I need to eat more healthier food and less junk and fast food :[ I need to work out and start jogging again. I am starting to lose my muscular legs. *Bummed. Jackie&Jen surprised me today [yesterday] They waited for me outside until I get off. We went to Red Robin to buy some french fries. We got too much. I still have 2 boxes left.......stale french fries. Then Jackie&Jen chilled at my house, in my ugly dirty room. Long day. Now I need to sleep....I need my beauty sleep. Gotta stay young, night Homefries<3

Happy, Mad, and Sad.

I was suppose to have lunch today with my cousin but then something popped up so we rescheduled it. My sister is selling her 1998 Toyota Camry, since her&her husband already have 3 cars. Camry&BMW&Prelude. I am getting annoyed because a lot of people have been calling to come by and check the car out and especially when they say they are on their way but it turns out that they haven't even leave their house.

My brother got me a LapTop Cooling pad. Now my laptop will not overheat.

Went to Frozos with Bond&Jackie&Jen&Melvin. It was really delicious except I didn't put a lot of toppings): Now that I know, I will definately put a lot;maybe yogurt then a layer of Oreo crumbs? &then another layer of yogurt&a layer of fruity pebbles...&ETC.

Mochi&Strawberries&Mangoes....*Drools.

After everyone is finished...we just chilled there. I walked outside just to take a walk and this black guy started walking towards me and saying "Hey hey! What's up?" He scared the crap out of me...I just pretended I didn't hear him&walked away. *Sigh* Then he said, "Why are you walking away? Hey!" Creepy people I swear. Shrugs*

We chilled outside of Frozos for a bit and then bounce to Starbucks to get drinks. After we bought our drinks, Jen got hungry so we drove to Sendai to eat sushi. My first time at a sushi place. I ordered VEGETARIAN BENTO BOX(: It was pretty good but I got full easily since I ate a lot earlier.

After that we just chilled outside for a bit. Then drove to Jen's house and chill some more. My dad called me and asked where was I? I told him that I will be home soon. When I got home, he screamed at me, telling me I am always out late now and that I never pick up my phone. When he called me I did picked up and told him I will be home soon. Then he told me, he called me many times and that I never picked up. Wow. Unbelievable. Then he started getting in my face saying I've been out all day? ALL DAY? I was home all day! We left to Frozos at 6 PM.

I feel so pressured by them I feel like a shaken coke bottle about to explode any minute now!

I am no longer 12 years old, Ba! I am 18 years old and I believe I am old enough to make my own decisions. I know that my parents just want the best for me and that they want me to make good decisions-decisions that won't result of me getting hurt. But there's a limit, I need some privacy and freedom. I know my rights&wrongs[black&white].

Making mistakes is good because you will definitely learn from it therefore you will know not to follow that same path/footsteps.

Bye.

Tapioca Express.

-Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart.

I woke up pretty early today. 8 A.M>:| Driving with my dad. I made so many mistakes today): I'm not ready to take my driving test. I turned off my engine before putting the car into parking gear. I kept on forgetting for some reason. I don't know why but when my dad is in the car with me, he makes me nervous and scared. I hate how he gives me lectures while driving. He said that I am very stubborn, always talking back and that I need to stop talking smart! Grr. After driving around town, I drove to Costco, we bought a lot of food. My favorites: CostcoMUFFINS&NatureValleyTrailMixBars&SpecialKBars&Nutella&GummyVitamins<3

Today was really hot! I took a long nap after I got home(: My little brother was so nice to me. I woke up with a fan in my room. My little brother took the fan from my brother's room and brought it to my room when I was sleeping. I'm surprised because he was never this nice to me before. Heh. It's my lucky day. And when I woke up, he told me to go to my brother's room because the A/C is on. I wonder what had hit him. LOL.

I watched Wall-E today with Jackie. Wall-E and Eve are so cute. *Holding hands* This movie capture the experience love at first sight. I like the part when Wall-E was blinding himself with a bra? Hehe, so funny&cute. Also how he protected her when she was deactivated because she found her holy grail(the plant). I would recommend you to watch it if you haven't yet.

I just got home from Tapioca express with my brother&his friends. It was pretty boring since I was the only girl there. Aye, Jasmine Milk Tea gives me a headache. We saw three guys driving motorcycles. Their jackets were so freaking sexy&hot, I swear! I have been coughing a lot lately:[ My throat is starting to hurt.

I'm OUT nig!

A gay video from my brother 22th birthday(: LMAO.

Angry Little Girls.

-If a boy somehow gave me that heart....he has definately stolen my heart.

Today, I went to SF with Jackie&Jen. It was super duper FUN. It was my first time shopping at Union Square. Jackie forgot to bring his navigator so we were a bit lost but there was this old man who was kind enough to help us, god bless him. We took some pictures at Union Square. Hearts<3 So damn cute.

I bought Coach Shoes today! I have always had my eyes on them but never had the time to go buy them. I'm pretty darn happy. Guess what? Jen&Jackie made a bet, a bet where they will hold hands [HOMO much? JK.] whoever let go first will have to pay for University Chicken (Cluck U's?] later, but neither let go the other's hands so thus they let go at the same time. Haha. They are so funny. Mmmmhm, almost every store we went to, Jackie kept on saying "Demon!" He wants his 3 grand back. HAHAHHAH. Poor Jackie. Jen was a bit sad because of something.....but she managed to have a great time at SF with Jackie&I. YAY!

I saw Rochelle inn forever 21. I was in the bathroom washing my hands and she walks in. I was like....that girl looks pretty darn familiar. *Light bulb lights up* "ROCHELLE!" LOL! She is currently living in Stockton. Her bf&her took the Bart from Stockton to SF. CRAZY huh?

Later, I told Jackie&Jen I wanted to check out the store they go to, to buy denims. Self Edge. Jen ended up buying another pair of denims. Sorry Jen(: But gosh those raw denims were sooooooo hard...very raw. I'm shocked how people can wear them....and for those who had to break them in....O.O WOW. Kudos to Jackie&Jen...&the others.

We ended our day at SF and headed home. Traffic hours. Yikes! I was pretty hungry but not as hungry as Jackie&Jen. University Chicken was good, I ate french fries(: Yum. It was pretty crowded there. What a cawinkadink! I saw Helen there too. I still need to go hangout and go shopping with her. After that, Jackie&Jen&I went back to his house so he can switch cars&change into another shirt; a white tee. White tees is what he always wear. And that is true! Lol. It is rare seeing Jackie wearing a different colored tee. I met Jackie's mom, she seems pretty nice, hopefully I didn't give any bad impressions.

We then went to Jen's house and chill for a bit. Around 8ish, we called it a night. What a long fun day!

Notes:
Jackie: is a really good driver I have to admit but there are times where he can be really reckless! &Have I mentioned he is very lazy? He hates it when I'm always right.
Jen: jellybean; known her ever since 5th grade? We did not talk to much when highschool started but I'm so glad I have gotten closer to her this summer because I would hate to lose her! She has always been there for me through my ups and downs, &I will be there for her like she has been there for me.

Night guys. <3

P.S My brother is getting on my nerve.

Oh boy, I'm in love with WILL SMITH.

I slept late last night, again): I can't help it though, I'm so used to sleeping late, like very late. I had a funny conversation with Melvin last night. I can't believe so much things has happened in so little time. I can't imagine Melvin being irritated and angry. That guy, you can never get him mad. But I guess that someone did? I feel so shocked when he told me about what had happened. Looks can be deceiving. I hope he is okay now.

I woke up at 8 a.m today then drove around town with my dad until 10. I watched Hancock with Diep&her boyfriend Andre and his friend Josh. The movie was GREAT! I loved it. It was pretty sad near the end...it kind of made me cry. Will Smith is such a good actor , I swear. He is so freaking HOT<3 Andre drove Diep&I to her house and then He&Josh left. Diep&I updated each other. Iloveourendlesstalks. Then we went to King Egg Rolls to buy some Thai Tea with Pearls. I have this bitter taste after drinking it. WRAWR>:| Diep drove to Billay's house to pick up her camera. Gosh, I haven't talked to Billay in such a long time, I'm glad I saw her today. Imissher,myPOCKER<3 After that Diep drove me home, I love our talks along the way home.

Random things ever<3 Such as how girls can be so cruel&vicious sometimes, how they don't even appreciate the things the guys do for them, Golddiggers much? And how some guys are such gentlemens.

I love how guys opens the door for me...not just cars in particular but the entrance door(: Heh.


I really want to go to the beach. Only if.....I HAD A CAR:[ But before that I need my license:] HAHA.

Can you take me to the beach&walk with me until the sunset?

Only if guys were more understanding......&know what a girl wants and needs.

Not all girls are the same. I am different among the girls, Get to know me(:


I just sent my applications to Wells Fargo(: Hopefully I will get a call for an interview soon! Wish me luck.


Tomorrow, SF with Jen&Jackie. The 3 J's. (: I'm excited.

Tempted to punch someone.

My parents were driving me crazy this morning. I was sleeping with my brother last night because there's something wrong with my bed>:| Long story. Good news! I'm getting a new bed frame soon. I'm going to look for one tomorrow with mi papa. I had work today and for some reason I didn't feel like working. I wasn't even working hard:[ Phuong&I went on our 10 min break together. There was no more ice cream at mac d's. Leticia&I were talking about boys&relationship. Alessandra&I were talking about college. Good conversations I have to admit. I called my dad to pick me up from work. I drove to Target to buy some stuff. GOSH, IloveTARGET<3 I can spend two hours in there. I came upon the bed&bath sections, &guess what I saw? Hello kitty tooth brush holders, rugs, towels, bath curtains, etc. I WANTED IT SO BAD:[ When I have an apartment just to myself....I'm going to buy all that(: I swear. I want a hello kitty tattoo..but I know it would be painful>:| *Shrugs. Plus I find that getting your ears pierce are painful:[ Thank god I got my ears pierce when I was barely one years old. I think that getting your tongue pierce is disgusting. What is so cute about that? But I guess people have different views&opinions.

Talking with Leticia was great. We were talking about relationships.....then stuff popped up like me and boys. I told her that I had chances....to be in a relationship but for some reason I choose to push them away? Why? I don't know why. I just felt that what if? What if there comes to a time where we break up? I would feel terrible:[ But she said you can't just stop it from happening, it happens for a reason, a reason we don't know why. She said if you don't have feelings for that person anymore then what is the main point of being together? Which is true. There are times where I want a boyfriend;I want to feel loved(: But I don't know what's stopping me. Mmhmm. Life is so complicated. I make things complicated(:

Nothing is impossible in this world. Stop being pessimistic.

I know that I sometimes put myself down also but I learned that if you strive for the things you want and need then you will succeed. I'm sorta excited for college:] According to Alessandra, there will be more boys. Hahahha. Boys are gross(:



Toodles<3

Upset Stomach.

Typical day for me. I had work from 3 to closing. My dad drove me to Savemart so that I can buy food since there is nothing to eat at home. Even though we have our demerits.....I know he really does care about me<3>I heart being a vegetarian. As I stroll around I felt that food are becoming tasteless to me. After 30 minutes in the grocery store, My dad and my little brother got pizzas, bread, lunchables, ham, water, fruits, etc. And me? I got one yoplait yogurt. (: & a small bag of Miss. Vickies Kettle corn. Amazing huh? Believe it or not: I can spend an hour to two in a grocery store or a department store. My dad drove me to work after. I clocked in early today because Mary Karla was leaving early. I clocked in and open a register. Today was pretty busy but by the end of the night it was pretty darn slow for a saturday. My manager, Sylvia, there are times where I find that she is very nice and funny. But gosh there are times where she ticks me off. She can be really rude sometimes, not to me but my co-workers and some customers also. Today, some customers totally made me laugh. 1) Sylvia puts the receipt in her bag and then the lady asked "is my receipt in the bag?" Sylvia said, "yes." Then the lady said with an attitude, "THANKS for telling me." O.O I was like dammmnnn. 2) I asked one of my co-worker Phuong (she is such a sweetheart) to help me take off sensors because there was a long line but I was the only one on the counter. Then Sylvia came and like kick her off. Then Phuong asked me if I still needed help. I told her sure but since Sylvia register was opened next to mines there was no room for her. So I told her to go to Sylvia's side to help her instead. Sylvia was like, "No I don't need your help." **RUDE. 3) Sylvia was like "HERE." *Gave this customer her bag. That facial expression on the customer's face when Sylvia said that to her....made me giggles. Sometimes I find that Sylvia doesn't realize it but even if I told her she would be like "I'm not rude." -____- Wrawr. She told me she is waiting for me to transfer to another store. Pshhh, she loves me:] Hahahha. Enough said. Overall my day was fun. Phuong&I was on a date. We bought lunch at Melt Gelato. Did you know when I'm hungry, I am HELLA moody and impatient. I got a Vegetarian Panini and Phuong got this crepe, I forgot what it's called. But it consisted of avocado, mushrooms, tomato, cheese, and spinach. We waited for approximately 15 minutes and we haven't got our food. I had to admit I was pretty impatient. Now I feel horrible. But the Panini was good but I ate too much:[ I didn't want to throw it away and waste food therefore I stuffed myself. Not a very good idea. But I was happy after I ate. Heh. Closing was the best. I love my co-workers<3>

Jackie told me that he wants to party his problems out. I don't know if that's going to help or make him feel better...I guess he &I will know when he tries it out. After partying, he can tell me if it made him feel better. He said he was going to call me. I'm like ohh HELL no I don't want a phone call around 5 a.m in the morning.

I (12:06:33 AM): Like the day later
I (12:06:34 AM): :]
JackieLyn (12:06:40 AM): i dont know
JackieLyn (12:06:42 AM): maybe not
JackieLyn (12:06:43 AM): =]
I(12:06:47 AM): after*
I (12:06:48 AM): Okae.
I (12:07:21 AM): Cool, because I don't want a phone call 5 am in the morning
I (12:07:29 AM): Because I might say the weirdest THINGS
I (12:07:31 AM): =)
JackieLyn (12:07:40 AM): haha
JackieLyn (12:07:42 AM): okay
JackieLyn(12:07:45 AM): ill call you at 5 am!
JackieLyn (12:07:45 AM): =]
JackieLyn (12:07:48 AM): and thats a promise(12:06:34 AM): :]

Crazy fool I swear.

Tomorrow I'm going for a driving cruise with my Papa. Then off to work>:[ I hate work. Work seems so slow. But by the end of the night.....it seems like time is going by so fast. WHY?

Hopefully I'm going to hang out with my cousin Jenni tomorrow. That's us above. Believe it or not: we have the same name and last name(: Jennifer Nguyen except she is two months older than me. Heh. It's funny how there times where we don't even talk to each other and there times where we hang out with each other 24/7. Ilovehernomatterwhathappens.

I think my brother was drinking:[ He smells and he is fast asleep. Sometimes I want to tell him that he should stop drinking so much. Special occasion is fine but otherwise please don't drink. He seriously needs to watch his health. Now a days I see that a lot of people are drinking, smoking, and doing drugs more than ever=( It saddens me though.

It's 2 in the morning and I cannot sleep at all. I'm used to sleeping late now since it's summer. I can see bags starting to appear! Yikes.

I'm done. Adios.