Tempted to punch someone.

My parents were driving me crazy this morning. I was sleeping with my brother last night because there's something wrong with my bed>:| Long story. Good news! I'm getting a new bed frame soon. I'm going to look for one tomorrow with mi papa. I had work today and for some reason I didn't feel like working. I wasn't even working hard:[ Phuong&I went on our 10 min break together. There was no more ice cream at mac d's. Leticia&I were talking about boys&relationship. Alessandra&I were talking about college. Good conversations I have to admit. I called my dad to pick me up from work. I drove to Target to buy some stuff. GOSH, IloveTARGET<3 I can spend two hours in there. I came upon the bed&bath sections, &guess what I saw? Hello kitty tooth brush holders, rugs, towels, bath curtains, etc. I WANTED IT SO BAD:[ When I have an apartment just to myself....I'm going to buy all that(: I swear. I want a hello kitty tattoo..but I know it would be painful>:| *Shrugs. Plus I find that getting your ears pierce are painful:[ Thank god I got my ears pierce when I was barely one years old. I think that getting your tongue pierce is disgusting. What is so cute about that? But I guess people have different views&opinions.

Talking with Leticia was great. We were talking about relationships.....then stuff popped up like me and boys. I told her that I had chances....to be in a relationship but for some reason I choose to push them away? Why? I don't know why. I just felt that what if? What if there comes to a time where we break up? I would feel terrible:[ But she said you can't just stop it from happening, it happens for a reason, a reason we don't know why. She said if you don't have feelings for that person anymore then what is the main point of being together? Which is true. There are times where I want a boyfriend;I want to feel loved(: But I don't know what's stopping me. Mmhmm. Life is so complicated. I make things complicated(:

Nothing is impossible in this world. Stop being pessimistic.

I know that I sometimes put myself down also but I learned that if you strive for the things you want and need then you will succeed. I'm sorta excited for college:] According to Alessandra, there will be more boys. Hahahha. Boys are gross(:



Toodles<3